I dunno what gave me the urge to update this along with LJ but hey whatever...

This is me taking a break from anatomy. and probably not going back to it until like 6:30 am. but whatever. this is my moment to be sappy and whatever so please deal.

This year has definatly had its ups and downs. I had a pretty crappy first semester, its true. but this semester has been amazing, minus the whole i have schoolwork to do every freaking hour of my existence. its hard to imagine not living with catherine anymore. we're both weird and we get that. (Don't worry though Kat, I know you'll be an awesome roomie too!) Anatomy will be done after the final tomorrow morning, but believe it or not i have mixed emotions about that. i mean dont get me wrong that is the class from hell, but my study sessions for it have been nothing short of amazing. I owe my ability to survive through that entire class to Cat (or should I say Ca+), Ashley (my twin), and Erin. blowing bubbles in the library, playing follow the leader, our ridiculous notecard system to keep us on track (which ps doesn't really work), and large amounts of food..all of which would simply not have been the same without them. And now Erin is leaving us for until Spring semester next year. Now if Erin were a normal etown kid from PA, NJ, or MD I might be able to visit her before she leaves...but no Erin had to go and come all the way from Massachusetts. So after tomorrow I dont get to see her until January. I know this wont hit me super hard until September and then I'll probably cry for like 3 days straight.

As if Erin leaving isn't bad enough....Priya AND Catherine are leaving for England in September. However at least in their cases I should at least get to see them sometime over the summer. Especially as long as Catherine keeps her promise to be a hobo at my house.

But while i'm in the process of this cliche end of the year entry I just want to say a few other things. First off let me say to a few of you, who might read this, that i really dont like how far apart we grew this semester. I know I was kind of in my own little OT world and you guys all had lots of your stuff going on too but i've really missed you. I'm glad Amanda isn't going away in the fall too because I really want to take the oppurtunity to spend more time with her. I kind of feel like i was slipping away from some of the strongest relationships i had made here, and thats really sad. so i apologize, both for that feeling and for saying it on LJ and not outloud but I was never found a good way to articulate that.

To summarize: After such an amazing sophmore year of college I have to return home to friends i love dearly, but in that process I will be leaving behind some of my best friends who i have shared so much with! All of you will be missed greatly. I'll see you in the fall (unless we get lucky enough to see each other over the summer), or in January (which is soooo far from now!!!).

I suppose it's back to anatomy/death.

so yeah its been a pretty long time since i've actually sat down and wanted to update. but right now i'm kind of feeling the urge. This past weekend was great. I went home with Ashley (my twin) and I got to meet lots of her friends. I helped decorate for her friend Justin's Halloween party. The party was awesome, and the place looked great! Her parents are really great too! Her dad likes to make soup so he was doing that this weekend and the kitchen always smelt amazing! Not to mention the other parts of the great food I got, such as pineapple upside down cake. And then Ashley and I found out that we would be the perfect shopping buddies provided we had lots of many and several days because we wear the same size and brands most of the time. Totally awesome. But yeah there are pictures soon as long as webshots decides to cooperate.
Tonight was great! Priya, Amanda, and I went to the spooktacular dinner and then I chaperoned their trick or treating adventure, which was awesome too. We ended up carrying a chair back from arch street for their room because it was FREE, which makes that trip all in all very successful. Priya was the cutest pumpkin ever and probably could have actually pulled off looking about 8 years old haha.
I have a "to do" list about 3 miles long and no motivation to get working on it. I think thats a big problem with me right now, I'm really apathetic. I dont even care that I have a life skills test on Thursday, and that class is important I should be caring. I just wish I knew why i felt this way so that I could fix it.
Aliison is coming this weekend. It should be pretty fun, we have a few things planned. somehow i have to squeeze in some studying time for the neuro test i have on monday. but yeah that also means i have to have my room cleaned by thursday beause my grandparents are probably coming up with my parents to drop her off and have dinner. My grandparents have never been here so it should be interesting.
I guess I should try to do something productive now, mainly because i'm out of things to discuss for now. goodbye.